Thinking....

Its 218 am (cdt) and I am still awake. I find it hard to sleep sometimes, as I have a lot on my mind. I miss Michelle like crazy, and emailing her doesnt seem to help because I never get a response. How can someone say they love you, and want you, yet just leave and stop talking to you, then tell other people they love them? It puzzles me it really does, but it doesnt make me love her any less. I honestly dont believe she knows what love is, and thats sad. She has been hurt by so many I guess she expects it. I just wish she realized how much I am in love with her. Maybe she will someday.... I just hope its not too late.